Sunday, August 30, 2009

没有如果

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最后变成如果 我也不能接受
错过 错过 错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过 不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再轻易错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

Monday, July 27, 2009

to my dear....back bone

To my dear back bone...


erm, how cum this few days u so bad,
keep on feel pain in the mid night leh,
can u please stop it?
i noe u vl no longer get bek to normal..
but at least please dun suddenly sakit la...
my family not around me,
nobody will fetch me to hospital...
so,
tolong....
at least dun sakit for this 2 years la...
thank you so so much...
i promise..when i go bek to Kl...if i got time....
i sure bring u go see Dr. Green ah...gv u theraphy ah..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

mall cop

wah..shuang..
went to meet lovely pn.zahrah today...
long time din see her oledi..hmmm..she still the same...oways say the words:"macam ..macam..."
keke...saw mr.pua...wah...he slim down oledi...from pn.zahrah infor..mr.pua SICK!!!tats y he slim down...kesian...!!
have a weird apple juice at canteen...thn continue our journey to shopping~but...jus two of us(yj+miss A)..so decide to ask ppl...1st:zhe chua....din pick up...2nd:hon kit...din pick up oso=.=...3rd : dog dog....ah..finally pick up..keke....yeah...but he going out oso...=.= cheh...
thn straight away call michele...ask her go even she sick...wagaga...soo bad....sorry michele..!!!
thn sumthing happen to her, kesian...!!!!hope u get the new 1 soon!!
went Sakae sushi have our lunch...wahaha..nice...thn start shop..shop ..shop!and watch mall cop...keke...

Friday, May 1, 2009

holiday

Finally, the holiday start...
hehe...now at home....enjoy the TV...
enjoy the lunch....enjoy the fun...
AND waiting for the gang of dai mai frens come back from their university..
Thn...our happy hour start...
erm....first thing ..
yum cha....thn plan when v go skating,steamboat,shopping,movie+++++++
a lot n a lot.....miss u guys so much.............

faster cum bek...keke

erm...today i did a silly thing again......im suppose to wait for the company HR staff to call me...and interview thru the phone...but i went to sleep n silent my hp....keke...thn missed the calll....and my fren oso same vf me...she missed the call oso...thn
the staff email my sis say tat v both din pick up the call...so....v shud send the resume+info thru email...keke..so pai seh...~~~

hope can get the job...so tat the secret trip can on~~~wagaga

Sunday, April 5, 2009

back to home+study week

finally the study week came...and finally i went bek home...wah...shuang...but let ppl ffk me....so din go out this sunday...thn decide...not going out during this whole study week~~~~


home sweet home...enjoy my mum yummy dinner lunch breakfast...haha...and tea time...hehe





huhu...my third sis pendrive so smalll(big sis gave her de)keke....i wan...i wan i wan i wan...hope u see this blog u vl gv me la...hahahahahahaha











have to study hard n hard n hard.......
next sunday going bek to USM...ready for the final exam..T.T

Ps: tomolo go facial vf sis..yeah~~

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

LMT 100 IOP+MSG 162assignment+ MAT 111 test

finally today is my turn to present my individual oral presentation~
erm...still ok ..but i talk too fast nearly not fit the minimum time limit...scare scare...
thn now have to concentrate on my MSg 162 assignment and MAT 111 test..but i more concentrate on my assignment...cos it is more easy than the test..yesterday was try to do the questions..but it looks like a little bit problem in the questions 3 how cum alpha is 0.02...or izit correct..jus i think too much..hehe...have to ask ali tomolo...
zheng ee help me take the bus ticket...going bek home on firday...yeah..so so happy n excited...already three weeks more din go back home...miss a lot

Monday, March 30, 2009

please let me go back to kl

hmm..don't really know how cum i nid to stay here ! and there is a lot of unhappy ,sad,hurt,and many many thing happen to me...can just let me go back to my home...i dun wan to stay at penang anymore...how cum i nid to stay here and let ppl fooling ...

after three years at here , i vl never cum back anymore..never ask me to go penang anymore..i hate this place so so so so much!
(T.T)
i miss all my frens at kl

Sunday, March 29, 2009

27-29 march 2009 karnival aman damai

oh...hehe...this is my hostel karnival..hehe..me and my frens was involve in this activity..

27 friday this karnival start, me n my frens on duty form 8pm to 12am..as a traffic guard..=.= open the gate let ppl out but dun let them in...whole nite sit there doing this...actually v are kebersihan but duno why suddenlly change to tat haha..=.=

28 saturday...hmm nothing much jus the same ..but me n my frens duty in different places...haha...me sit at the junction form 1pm to 6pm...this is the first time i sit for so long...as a traffic guard..hahahaha

n today activity is scooter competition ...got a lot of cute cute scooter..haha


for example lion king ,winnie the pool...n the green colour duno is wat...haha































then there oso got a lot of motor "fly here" "fly there" very noisy...haha....thn got a ah pek doing a stupid thing see>>>>>




SAVE LAH PETROL....IM SITTING AT THERE LEH...DO U NOE TAT IS VERY SMELLY...I ALMOST PENGSAN...=.=








finally end my duty at 6pm ....run bek to my room take my bath...n dinner thn continue my revision on mat 111...headache...bcos of the motor smoke...n the hot sun...GERAM...



9pm switch off the light...then let mr nyamuk gigit me...hey...im saving the earth leh...dun gigit me lah...T.T kesian...thn continue my study at 10pm...but...since im miss 10 pm...i feel so sleeply at tat time...oh no....mat 111 not yet done...lmt 100 not yet done so many thing still haven done...how !!!!

then the whole night cant sleep...n have a stupid funny dream about my frens zeming haha

29 sunday ...i sleep late ..suppose to wake up at 7.30am n go duty at 8am...but im late ..then i heard my frens knock my door ...i tot i heard wrongly..thn i heard she shout hui yean~~~~~~~




AH~~IM LATE~!!!! and i hurt my finger nail....pain pain bleeding...T.T















thn i use 10 min to brush my teeth n dress up.....thn haha....8am...go duty again...until 1pm ...go bek to my room...have my lunch...take my bath ..update my blog....HEADACHE again....duno who the stupid put the speaker near my room thn turn to maximum....YOU WAN TO KILL ME IZIT????or u WAN ME TO DO TAT TO YOU??????AH PEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p:s

this is me n my frens t-shirt...




the most biggest t shirt XXL(i think)








Friday, March 13, 2009

my first post..hehe(copy from my friendster blog)


又过了一年,小时候都很期待新年,因为有红包拿。在长大些,就希望新年快点到来,因为我可以名正言顺得买一大堆新衣。慢慢的这种期待越来越减少了,也不知道为什么?可能年级大了。哈 现在,只觉得只要每一天我都过得开心就可以了,可是现实并不是这样的,这几年来过的还蛮ok.只是有些不如意的事发生了。21 年来,我都不知道自己其实要些什么?我只知道我一直拚命的把书念好。
从小到大,家人其实一直都没过问我到底成绩要有多好,他们只希望我别学坏。可是偏偏自己却给自己那么大的压力。
小学一直以来都是我最不开心的日子。因为有个令人讨厌的级任老师。还有那永远都写不完的生字。永远都打不断的藤条。还有那永远都洗不干净的厕所。搞到我六年来都不敢上厕所,校长你应该赔偿我心灵的创伤。哈
中学,哇,一个字,爽!功课不交,无所谓啦,因为到头来老师也会忘记他有给过功课。巡查员抄名,无所谓啦,写假名就可以咯。哈。
form1时,我还真坏的,哈,不过后来不知道发生什么事,竟然非常上进,还考到第一名,然后form2进了第4班,后来还步步高升,form3 升上了第2 班,从此就成了精英中的精英。哈pmr还有7A 1B呢.记得爸爸还无法接受到我竟然拿到那么好的成绩。=.=
到了form4&5,压力来了,因为选了理科,选这科的原因很简单,因为我不喜欢akaun哈。后来因为某些人,某些不开心,甚至让人非常心痛的事发生了,搞到我无心读下去,最后spm成绩并不是我所要得到的。没有不及格,只是少了几个A咯。哈
form6 :在这时候,我真正的明白到什么才是压力,当你身边每一个朋友都明白什么是covalent bond,ionisation energy,simple harmonis motion,wave motion 等等时,但你却一个都不明白时,那才是悲哀。那时候,我可以从晚上七点开始读书到半夜五点,然后七点早上,再爬起来去上课。后来顶不顺在班上睡去了。然后放学了再继续去补习到傍晚5 点回到家。还记得有天半夜,爸爸起来看见我还在读,他竟然说不要读到那么辛苦,要是考不进大学,就算啦,别那么辛苦。这句话令我更加要把stpm考好,不要令他失望。哥哥和姐姐都是大学生,我绝对不能不是。到了现在,上了大学,圆了爸爸的心愿。哈。
在接近stpm考试时,妈妈健康出了问题。记得那时我看着那本厚到可以丢扁人organic chemistry,却在想着妈妈会不会就这样离开我们。那时候真的好伤心,家人都好担心,我除了躲起来哭之外,就帮不上忙了。 结果,在我考完试后妈妈做了手术,没有事了。现在健健康康,生生猛猛, 骂起人来还中气十足。
form6还蛮可悲,但是很开心得就是我有一班非常好的大米朋友。我们一起去在班上睡觉,一起疯,一起作弄mr.pua,一起洗厕所,一起在lab玩七级猪,一起挤火车去补习,一起考试,一起做一张有史以来最大张的教师节卡给pn.zharah,一起去拜年,一起庆祝生日。到现在虽然都在不同的大学,可是还是那么得开心。哈。真得很怀念,也非常的想念你们。所以到最后发现到底什么对我才是最重要。家人,健康,学业,朋友,当然少不了财啦哈。
也没什么新年愿望,因为每一年都差不多一样,都是学业进步,不过对我来说,只要家人都健康, 开心, 平安就够了。

actually is copy from my friendster blog..because lazy to write so many word again...hehe